Flaws

The things we can't control shouldn't matter. We shouldn't let them get to us. We should embrace our differences or better yet learn to live with these unchangeable flaws.  But that's just it, in a society that flaunts glamour and perfection, we try to hide our imperfections. Whether that be with makeup, plastic surgery, a fake smile, or maybe by harming ourselves in a bigger way. Like starving ourselves or forcing ourselves to purge. It's not just society though it's friends and family too. They don't get it, how much these flaws hurt you. You already deal with it each and everyday you don't need their teasing added to the mix. No matter how hard you try it's not enough, it's always you. Always your fault, your short fuse. What about them?! They have flaws too and what are they doing to fix them? To change for the better. NOTHING! Dittily squat, jack shit, NOTHING! They think it's you. Your temper, your feelings, your emotions, your DEPRESSION. Well I'm tired of the blame game. I really am. Why can't everyone just be responsible for what they did wrong? I'm especially tired of always having to explain myself or having to defend my decisions. It's MY life! MY heart! MY feelings! NOT YOURS! So please stop trying to rule it or more importantly STOP trying to change it, because I will NEVER BE YOU!!!!!!!! I'm just trying to be ME, whoever that is, so just let me find her. No matter how much time, energy, or falling right on my ass that takes. I DON'T want your help. So stop trying to give it. Please. That's all for now until next time catch you on the flip side.