What It Would've Been Like To Kiss You

Awkward kinda cuz you would've made it so,

Shut it down and said no,

Felt bad for being rude,

To my feelings I would've been true,

But I know it can't go anywhere,

We leave tomorrow,

I just wanted to kiss you because it's Thailand and I could.

It's was easy it was money,

Maybe we would've laughed it off like it was funny,

Questions, answers

Decisions, consequences

Opposites attract

But similarities are necessary.

Could you see it in my face?

Would you of let me?

I'll let it slide,

We leave tomorrow,

But just for now,

In this moment I'll ponder the other option,

Is it better to play it safe or live boldly?

I told you I could be patient.

Maybe you trust me a little.

I want to keep it.

I try to be low key,

Low key is overrated.

I don't regret spending my last night talking to you.

Admirable,

Reserved,

Playful, 

Architect,

Neat,

An ocean a part, a personality away, different in culture, different in all the visible ways. 

Similar in humor, connected by passion, loyal to friends, and killer smiles,

It's the small things,

It only takes one spark to start a fire,

Let the fire run wild,

Hope it never runs out,

But if the road ends here it's alright,

Because I'm grateful to call you my friend even if just for tonight,

The night I'll remember and let my mind wander,

What it would've been like to kiss you I'll ponder,

Never to be known or yet to be discovered,

The world may never know.