Friend Zone Queen

This is one of those moments when I know I'm not okay. When all I want to do is cry and scream all at the same time. When I want to reach out to someone but I know they won't understand and I'll just get more upset. Fuck the friend zone! I know it's not me. I believe him, that it's really just him, I do. I also believe that he could really use a good friend right now. The other part of me though is upset. I really do like him. Kissing him felt great and I was actually happy. We had only just met but I thought we were good. I thought we might actually work for a while. Not forever, I don't even have tomorrow planned, but a while. I thought he felt the same way.Was the kissing all lies!!?? I have to say no. In the moment that is what he wanted. What we both wanted. But now he doesn't. He is confused and he doesn't want to drag another girl into the confusion. Understandable. Hurtful? Yes, but understandable. So as we enter this world as two and not one. As friends and nothing more. I sincerely hope we can push through the awkwardness and find the happiness. But for tonight, I will reminisce, feel sad, and miss his kiss. For I have a right to feel this way, but in the end I know everything will be okay. And to all of you who have been put in the friend zone. Hang on. Until next time; catch you on the flip side.