Falling

I'm falling for you. I feel it in my soul. I don't want it to be this way, because in falling I've found more pain than gain. In listening to my heart I've been broken too many times. Shattered across the floor into little tiny pieces, abandoned, to have to pick up all the pieces by myself. But the other part of me is ready to take that chance. Ready to jump right in, weather I sink or swim. Ready to hold you tight, kiss you in the dark of the night, and call you mine. And mine alone. But I'm afraid you'll uncover something unlikable and flee. Leaving me all alone once more. I want to give you the benefit of the doubt. I want to believe you're really good, in your heart of hearts. But I don't know if I believe anymore, in happily ever after. That good really conquers evil. I think maybe good and bad just live together in a weird constant tug of war. Sometimes bad is stronger and other times it's good, but no one ever pulls too hard and no one ever wins. As for you, I know this much, I think you're cute, I feel safe in your arms, you make me smile, and I think the biggest tell tell sign is that right now I miss you. So, next time I see you we'll just have to see, if us is what's supposed to be. Until then though catch you on the flip side.