3 word sentences

Sadness overwhelms me. Will it stop? Can happiness exsist? I doubt it. The truest love. It is gone. Everything is breaking. All around me. Me in the middle. Very much stuck. I can't escape. Too many tears. Many broken hearts. Too many boys. Can't stop flirting. Can't stop missing. My first love. I get lost. In their world. It is fine. Until I realize. I'm still alone. Continuing to search. Search for who? Search for me. And my needs. And my wants. Live my life. But right now. There is them. To think about. To worry for. To continually help. They are weak. So am I. But I try. I really do. Still I am. Lost in the shuffle. It is hard. Really really hard. To be me. They don't understand. No one understands. Maybe it's better. To be alone. I don't know. Just don't know. I never do. Life is confusing. My heart aches. My brain hurts. My smile wavering. Apparently depression wins. Until next time.